delicacies

gara2 lunch kt esso aritu. kempunan roasted vege. yums suka.

Better Than Ezra - Closer (Acoustic)

banoffee pie .

aku laparrrrr :( menangis aku terkenang kan banoffee pie ni.

nak makan? tunggu je lah lagi 2 bulan lebih ya. sekian timasey.

recipe korang google je lah. 

ada masa nanti aku apdet. thanks :)

Tentang Kahwin 014

Nikah Checklist

1. event date
- nikah : 25.12.10
- time : 11 am. tbc

2. kursus kahwin & legal docs
- kursus kahwin: done
- hiv test: done
- borang kebenaran berkahwin (my side then JAWI) (waiting feedback from JAWI) done tinggal pergi nikah saja.

3. venue
- nikah : masjid sultan mizan, putrajaya. InsyaAllah.

4. catering
- nikah : oh yea, i need more money. (kak lin's / ceruk dapur)
Site visit by caterer a month from the actual date. urm.

5. pelamin & decor
- nikah : mini pelamin tak perlu.
- decor : DIY . garden
6. photographer
- nikah : Arip GI

7. nikah outfit
- bride : fabric-bought! sent tapi aku yg undecided design lagi. oh my.  (kurung modern it is)
- groom : dah measure. dah final kot. (johore style)

8. makeup
- nikah : marina? in house make up artist for qareezma (hantam saja)
9. favors
- nikah : hurm maybe tkde.
10.  hantaran
- for him : 5 (jam, spek, sirih, perfume, cincin)

- for her :3 (sirih, manisan, mas kahwin/hantaran) +cincin&stuffs(add1)

- decorator : Qareezma Design

11. rings

- his : picked. tak payah engrave sebab habib takde font cantik. sorry.

- hers :picked. (engraving? ntah) tak payah engrave 

13. invitation card

- design : WIP (map cepat la muizzzzzz)

14. tok kadi

- pending. (ustaz Fairuz from JAWI)

15. handbouquet

- nikah : wedding planner

16. guest list

- restricted to only families and close friends.

17. dresses for family

- nikah/sanding : half half.

18. wedding shoes

- nikah & sanding : undecided.

19. event itinerary
- nikah pagi, makan, family pictures, outdoor bride&groom with close frens.

20. wedding props

- bantal nikah : wedding planner

21. accessories

- tudung : oh yea. tudung durhhh!

22. henna

- Am . TBC kalau tk de. then that's it.

credit to White Lace Tale & Moosetheloose

27th has been great

Around 9pm 11th oct 2010, muizz planned a surprise early birthday celebration for me. He planned it with pet, to my surprise , he came home saying that he have this freelance appointment meeting with his friend. 

Tapi keluar tgk blm hitam. gelap lah time tu tk prasan sape, tapi muizz ckp kawan die naspi. skali masuk kete baru lah aik asal pet. alaaaaaa sweet tapi serbe salah sebab mcm menyusahkan org2 je. haha okay tu rupanya feeling dpt surprise. Tapi i really appreciate their effort. thanks so so much the two of you, both of you have really make me felt so happy efek die sampai hari ni. aku rasa alive . haha yeye je kan aku. Neesa nanti kita gi makan2 sekali ek lepas ko balik. Jgn sedih2, takpa demi kerja. I still love you no matter what, thanks sms2 ngn aku kul 1 pagi :)

The surprise didn't end there, pet actually bought me a cake, thanks pet, tht was a really big cake for us okay. ehehe. Muizz actual plan was to bring us to mohd chan abdullah tapi hebat tutup hari isnin. haha kan dah kelakar. takde idea plan B. aku terus ckp makan je la kt village view. hehe like wht i already asked muizz days before. makan kedai thai biase2 je order ikan :P (request tu)

Okay so makan2 kat village view tu so-so tapi habis gk la sorg2 melahap. sah2 simpan perut nak makan malam tu ek. eh mcm tau je ade surprise. ahaha okay aku tekejut ade pet lah. Thanks pet, dah lah pergi carikan kek, drove us around, amikkan gambar. I really feel uneasy sebab taknak nyusahkan ko. but i know, that any one of us pun would do the same. Thanks tau banyak-banyak.

you rock! 

neesa ade sekali tau hehe

The actual day 12th oct, fifie ajak aku makan kt alamanda pulak. thanks so much fifie & yas. The food was awesome even though adding rm10 to change to tomyam soup is like wht the heck la kan. lain kali bawak pes sendiri ek. ahahha. Ha kat sini timbul sikit konflik bila tiba2 adik aku call dr rumah tanya aku gi mana, dorg nak buat makan2. alamakkkkk serbe salah beb. aku tepaksa la ckp, mintak dorg makan dulu sebab aku tk kan nak balik tiba2 kan. Sad a bit balik je dorg cam dah setel dah. haha kek je tk potong lagi. takpelah matlamat die, kita makan jugak la kan.

the sweet couple, thank you thank you :)

macam makcik2 kecoh betul makan kan, fifie ko suka kan gamba ni

aku suka gamba ni fifie yas. thank u

So yesterday 13th oct we do the cake cutting secara unofficial. Cake tulis nama 3 org besday bulan oct, aku, tqah and ayah aku. hehe sweet. haha ade org da tk larat tunggu nak cake cutting, da makan siap2 kek tapi tinggalkan part yg bertulis. excuse our manners hihi, aku nevermind kan aje.

That sums up what my 27th birthday celebration was. I am totally content with the presence, wishes, and everyone thoughts. Thanks again to everybody tk kira yang ade bersama, atau tak, You guys still make me happy nevertheless okay. Now get back to reality and work. hehe . 

syukur :)

Tentang Kahwin 013

Aku baru realize, kalau ikut hari, ade lagi 75 hari je lagi. hah padan muka kan. duk rilek sakan ye.

Takde la nak pressure mana except, pelamin, baju nikah + recept, baju family (dah pick kain, ended up grey gak :} mak aku tetap ckp gelap dan dia nak kaler lain) yeah nais,tu semua je yg belum siap lagi. ahahaa adui bukan ke tu macam 80% belum discuss. 20% je yg mcm da konfem that is, dewan dah bayar full, even borang2 nikah tu pun belum settle. pening saksi pulak dah. gile macam2 dugaan gak kan.

Lagi apa, haha okay freaking out. Card and so on cepatlah siap :(

Well got to chill lah a bit since aku dah budget mesti akan jadi cmni. hehe fuhhhh good luck everybodeh :D

p/s: 75 days left, tayah kira month lah, buat saspen je lepas tgk hari .

breathe

inflatable

note: this entry ada elemen2 sentimental dan angan2 seperti mengimpikan rainbow dan unikorn . heee . Bacaan adalah dinasihatkan agar anda dapat menerimanya dgn hati yang terbuka. Parental advisory lah kira ni.

Tak lama lagi dah nak kahwin, banyak jugak yang aku expect akan berubah lepas getting married nanti. contohnya, i can have him by my side everyday when waking up (ingat ini adalah angan2 kerana terlebih menonton chic flick mungkin) lagi sweet bilik adalah mcm ala2 kat new york punya apartment. Ada morning light masuk sikit, then ada kucing comel sekali tidor sama dan tolong bangunkan. alalala

 things are getting sweeter when either of us gets a breakfast in bed. (oh my tinggi nya mimpi) lagi, dapat hias rumah ikut favorite masing2, nak lukis more paintings, nak frame more pictures, nak cat dinding kaler feveret yg sudah pasti orang lain tak berkenan, nak lepak tgk movies depan tv and semua things romantic lah. oklah cukup lah berangan.

(The real world i'm living is soooo not like that, so cerita dia tk semuanya indah) In fact the reality will be, either he will be sleeping in front of his workstation buat kerje yg tk sudah2, aku plak tido dengan kucing sorang2 bangun rasa all chaotic. Breakfast tah ke mana . Takdelah aku nak macam ni tapi yeah how i wish I can live the life I've always dream of. ye tak?

To you, my life partner . I hope we get to understand better, tolerate each other well, you have your own responsible in life and me with mine. So I do hope we get to live harmonically even now we started to scream and everything, but in the end .. we are together, we have each other to look upon, to keep dreaming, and I hope it will remain until the rest of our life. No matter we get to live in NY or not but we're so trying to get it okay, (tk smestinya la kan kene migrate, I know U hate the idea .. dapat rumah kat mana2 pun dah happy I suppose.) I hope you and I get the message and sempurna lah cinta kalau dapat. Ok love.

2 months , 2 weeks and 4 days left i think .

while listening to : The Beatles - Two of us.

photo cabine moment

cinta nya application ini. heeee :D

oh dan pasang wallpaper sebegini  untuk motivation tapi masih tergendala :

tentang bende lain

semalam post pasal cm down, sah2 pms kan, macam2 emosi lah nak keluar.

later that night, i got myself a surprise. Ibu kasi gift yang quite special for me, alamak sweetnya. ingatkan die macam bad mood je, and sebab aku cm tak tau nak react, i asked too many questions, why the gift, so die ckp it's for birthday and wedding gift from her.  Thanks so so much, my dearest ibu, even i know she's not reading this, terharu lah, Birthday die aritu aku tk kasi apa2 pun. InsyaAllah lah next year. I'm always suck with this, bagi hadiah kt org yg tah apa2 or lambat or tak kasik langsung. Sorry girls, korang pun aku selalu missed on giving gifts kan. Bad bad girl friend i know, even for muizz pun i sometimes tend to not plan anything. sorry EVERYBODY.

okay so it was a ring and I love it even though it's not the real thing. The thought that counts. (and also the packaging of it)

I continue to chat with Ibu after that, what color will she want for our's?. Dia taknak warna gelap2. okay take note. that's all i think. Chow phraya.

(blog mcm budak2 kecik or gadis2 gedik plak aku rasa) takpelah memori yg aku nak simpan, aku kan pelupa. hehehe

2 months 3 weeks remains kot.

Tentang Kahwin 012

macam nak merajuk and give up pun ada.

preps being going on slow. tadi aku nanya ibu aku, nak ke kain yg aku ada skarang ni buat baju nanti.
Jawapan dia sgt demotivating aku dan aku down se down down nya dgn pms lagi ni.

I need to make my mind up dah. pasni aku beli je la ape pun bagi je la apa pun. Macam takde dorg nak amek tau pun apa2 pasal kawen aku ni. Mcm lantak je la kan. Dah aku ajak gi tgk kain, karang buat dek je, I need some advices and supports, at least smangat la sama2, but then again. It's only me yg beriya.

And lagi cerita sedih, me & muizz been into some quarrels lately , i meant like really bad arguments .

How I wish things going to be easy . I hope i'm making a right decision right now, and I hope it's a good one. amin.